in these bodies we will die
Where you invest your love,
you invest your life
I thought it would be best to post here. No for people wondering I am not going anywhere. Just I keep getting random messages/fb/texts asking where I been. The past year the game as become something I am no longer in love with. Which makes me sad because I have put so much time heart and thought into it. For people who think I am mean lol I love you too! But the past few months my life as become more real and more demanding of me and my time. So yes I have been anti social on the game and the forum and chat. With my personal life taking the best of me I thought it would be best to die away from being on here so much. Hints now I get attack more than normal lol I been wondering for weeks now if I should just quit or go vmode. But then I remember my goals on here and think Heck no. Even if I am not 100% into the game no more I still can't seem to pull my heart from the game and some of the people on here. (Oh gosh Rag is being a big softy) But honestly the less time I spend on here the more and more it becomes easy not to be on here. I have tried many forums to get the game going for me. Even posting on sites to join here LOL Man was that a laugh for me and a big hit on my poor email! But in the end it didn't work out the way I wanted it to. Extreme has always been my home. I have been on the other servers and do not wish to join them. Even if X dies away I will still be here ...waiting to give it CPR. Mainly this post was to just let people know I am still alive and kicking. In time I hope I become more with the game. But with how the drama on the game as a whole and the less I wanna play because people attack for nothing now just to do it. It no longer what it was when I joined. So if you don't see me online much anymore you will know why. Life is life and the game to me is dying. Hopefully my personal life will give me a break to where I can work on trying to better than game in my eyes. Til then if you guys need me you know how to get a hold of me. For the ones that think I am evil! Thanks! It's what makes me giggle every day!
P.S The whole Subject and Lyrics is a song....How fickle my heart and how woozy my eyes
I struggle to find any truth in your lies
And now my heart stumbles on things I don't know
My weakness I feel I must finally show
The song has meaning to me....and I want to awake my gamer soul.
♥The Zombie is signing out now!
